Mercy-Angel

Dec 18, 2010.

Mittens passed away earlier tonight. I came home from taking my nephew to see Santa Clause, and after i put him in the crib, my parents came to me, and told me news. i hurried to see Mittens laying lifeless in his bed, with the smell of cat urine all over him. I'm guessing he had a violent seizure and he didn't make it. i'm devastated. i wrapped him in a towel and held him all night long. RIP MiMi.


For those who don't know, his photo of him as a kitten is my most popular photo on Deviant Art. mercy-angel.deviantart.com/art…

graduated Dec 11, 2009 with my Associated Degree in Multimedia.

i suppose in the summer I'll get a  transcript sent off to some colleges to go for my Bachelors, so i dont have to work under minimum wage,

Lately i've been in talk with this new coming photographer around where i live.

i dont know then so i have to get everyone {family} to meet him before i can work for him.

he's said he can train me with equipment, and my dad can come with me to photos events.

seems everyone who i take picture for, who say they're going to pay me, never do.

i took pictures of my sisters friend's wedding, and i've yet  to be paid... and they've yet to get their pictures.


I cant understand when people dont have the money right away, since times is hard right now, but im a generous and understanding person. i told them they could pay me in payments, so they dont have to spend the load of money all at once. but nothings happened.


my sister told me after i took the pictures and spent about a money editing pictures to give to them, that her friend is a liar and a jackass.

really could had told me that BEFORE i took pictures for them.

I don't have anything against them yet, since they say they're still going to pay me. they've never gave me a reason to mistrust them.


i'm just tired of getting let down when it comes to taking picture for people, and them not giving me my money .

When i ordered my new camera, the company sent me the wrong lens.  The lens i was suppose to get had a feature that would steady my photos when i don't take a picture using the flash.

So right now my camera takes blurry and shaky pictures.

So after Sunday (June 15), I wont have a lens to take pictures of anything, because i have to send it back to get the one i paid for.

Which puts stress on me since my nephew could be born any day now, and when he's born i probably wont wont have my lens to take picture of him with.

spent $600 + $100(for lens) on the damn camera and it took me 4 weeks to receive it, and now that i have it, I'm going to be without a damn lens for 1-2weeks.


Pisses me OFF. I just wish for ONCE something would go smoothly for me and no problems.